Next Steps

Why does it seem like everyone else has it all figured out? Why do i feel compelled to change everything in my life?

Boredom is the same as wanting a chnage of pace. But i change only to find myself wanting to go back to what i know. Maybe it is ADD...i feel without but i have everything. I tried going back to church and while it was entertaining it wasnt fulfilling. I have thee chance to do good here but it feels so shallow. We passed lobbying reform, ethics reform and war funding...everything feels so remote. I think i need to build something.