Monday, February 04, 2008

Speechless

I have been speechless for the past few weeks on my blog. I came back from Yemen and it was one of the hardest trips. Watching a country struggle to fend off terrorist, to build a new economy, to stop their water supply from vanishing, all as the popolutaion will double in ten to fifteen years. I cant imagine tyring to work to build up and stregthen a country...can you imagine real threats of no water in the US? No energy?

Watching our country on the verge of change is inspiring and much anticipated. i am a true believer in our Democratic process. I just want a new Presidnet and a new leader and I want someone to take this country to great places. But the tightening of the Dem primary has me holding my breath. Will super truesday finally resolve the question of our nominee...doubtful. This whole process has me on pins and needles. Logically speaking I want Hillary, she has experience and after Bush I want someone who is smart and experienced...but emotionally Im strongly pulled by Obama. He inspires.

Finally, so on the way back from Yemen we had choices of movies and I watched this movie with The Rock finding out he has a daughter. It was sappy and dumb but it really got me thining about finding someone and having children. It was the first real feelings I have ever had about kids. So that has me confused as well. I have never wanted children now there is a seed planted and its driving me crazy.

Speechless but thinking way too much.

7 comments:

chagans said...

Uh oh...do you feel your biological clock ticking? ;-)

For what's it worth, I think you'd make a great father. Your child would grow up thinking cheese and crackers is a swear word.

Billy Hixx and the New Breed said...

You need a doggie.

www.petfinder.com

Blue Ryder said...

Oh dear god, you'd make an AMAZING father. Just watching you with Izzy (your goddaughter) makes me giggle. Seriously. Go make babies.

onocoffee said...

You need to move to Spain. I know an incredible girl in Barcelona.

No Hillary. I'd rather have another four years of Dubya than eight with Hillary.

And you said it yourself: Obama INSPIRES.

Isn't that what our country needs rather than another dynasty?

BTW, the winner of the Russian election has been revealed to me...

m said...

if a Rock movie can do that to you, perhaps best you didn't watch Kindergarten Cop for now.

'it's not a tumor.'

m said...

all y'all better get out there and vote. in some states, the difference between hillary and obama was as little as 2,000. VOTE VOTE VOTE. and read 'audacity of hope'. it's incredible.

Blue Ryder said...

Yes! No Billary.